Beach Body

I am a 4'll" 250 lb female. ... Shut up don't judge me ... I am to short to be weighing this much ... I have decided to do something about it ... I have decided to seriously get rid of this weight ... For health reasons and so I will be feel better ... I wasn't this heavy even when I was pregnant with either one of my kids ... I didn't get this heavy .. I blame it on the lifestyle I started leading ... I got comfortable thinking that I would never get any bigger then I was .. I went from being 120-130 lbs to over 200 lbs in a matter of months ... Now I'm on a mission to get rid of all this weight ... I want what I had back .. I got my P90X kit today .. Starting Monday its on and popping ... I heard good things about those videos and I hope they are worth every penny ... $120 ... Its going to be hard work ... But I'm willing and able to do ... So watch out world ... Amanda is coming back with a vengeance

Til Next Time

~Just As I Am~

Its amazing how effective this word is .... NO .... U really forget meaning until somebody cuts u wit it .. Today I was suppose to see if I could get this job ... $17/hr ... SMH .. Had to pass on it .. Cuz u told me I couldn't borrow ur car ... I'll admit I was feeling some type of way bout .. Especially reason u gave me .. But hey .. I went prayed about it .. I'm ok now .. But after telling me .. No .. Look what u turn round ask me .. To do something for u .. WOW .. Just that fast tables have turned .. So now u gonna cuss me out cuz I told u .. No .. But u no what I should have said .. Yes .. Then u would have felt bad for telling me .. No .. Its all good .. Cuz I always say .. Yes .. When I should be saying .. No .. Let's see how .. No .. Works ..

Til Next Time

Just As I Am

Its Over

U no I'm breathing easier now .. I hear things clearer .. I see things clearer .. Its amazing how things turn out when u just let go .. When u no that u truly let go .. When u find out something that u would normally trip bout .. Instead u laugh it off .. Cuz once again the lie u told .. Actual truth of it finally revealed its self .. Like it always does .. Its all good .. As I walk on this journey called life .. I'm sure there will be more things that will come to pass .. I'm ready .. Wit the Lord on my side I'm ready ..

Til Next Time

~Just As I Am~

One Flaw

One Flaw In Women

Women have strengths that amaze men.

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,

but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy

and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in.

They stand up to injustice.

They don't take "no" for an answer

when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel

and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about

a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member,

yet they are strong when they

think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss

can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you

to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a woman is what

makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have compassion and ideas.

They give moral support to their

family and friends.

Women have vital things to say

and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,

IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.