August 25, 2010

August 25, 2010 is the beginning of my new single life .. Yep my divorce was final .. I'm feeling a little numb bout the whole thing .. After all it took almost 2 years to complete being that i did it all on my own .. No Lawyer .. But its done now .. We are cool .. We had our ups and downs .. good and bad .. UGLY .. ins and outs .. more negative then good most of the time .. Only time we got along was when we were sexing .. LOL .. that we had no problem with .. It was everything else we had a problem .. But all in all .. its over and done with .. I still cant figure out why I feeling so numb about this .. After all I knew that this day was coming .. Maybe it is a good thing .. I have been going through a lot of emotions the last couple of weeks up to this day .. So feeling numb is maybe a good thing .. I just wish that he cant give the porn star sex that we had to someone else ... LMAO .. Got to let that go to .. O well .. So now that day has come to take back my former name .. Ive got a lot of papers to change .. UGH .. Hopefully it will be a smooth transition .. But its over now .. FREEDOM