When I was younger I stayed in some mess bout one thing or another .. always fighting & arguing bout something .. a lot of the things I did .. I should have been locked up for .. but thru it all .. I can say one thing .. I was in the midst of it all .. but I never repeated anything someone told me .. never .. now that I'm older .. I don't have time for foolishness .. and u find that the ppl u hang wit or deal wit as u mature still want to deal wit .. drama .. chaos .. confusion .. those the type of ppl u have to distance yourself from .. especially those that seem to thrive on that kind of stuff .. those type of ppl got to have some kind of mess going on in their lives and then if u even breath wrong around them .. u are in the middle of some mess .. well for me I don't have time for this kinds of stuff .. my patience .. my attitude and my blood pressure won't let me handle it .. I just can't do it .. I've been thru some things that won't let me handle drama .. I black out and all that .. I don't remember jack afterward .. I'm grown .. have 2 kids that I can play games with .. now these grown folks that want to do all the drama .. fine by me .. just keep me out of it .. I'm trying and am making changes for the better in my life .. I refuse to be dragged back down .. I've got plans & goals .. now if u don't like it .. that's on u .. not my fault u don't have a pot to piss in or window to throw it out of .. (excuse language) .. if u want the drama .. that's fine .. keep all those issues wit u ..
Til Next Time
~Just As I Am~
