Epiphany

Other day I was just sitting round thinking ... Ppl do that a lot more when u are unemployed ... (temporary state of being) ... Any who ... I've been holding onto unnecessary crap ... I was like ... What for ... More drama more pain more heartache more tears more what ifs more unanswered questions ... I'll pass on all that now ... I've got 2 beautiful kids to live for ... I've been running from getting myself together for a long time ... Lord will bless me wit car ... New home ... Good job ... Happiness ... Peace of mind ... Then in a blink of an eye ... I lose it all ... ALL of it gone ... U see u can't pray & ask Lord for things then He gives them to u & not do what he asks u to do in return ... In my case I half way did what I was suppose to ... Y ... Cuz Lord said I should let something go ... But I held on to it ... Like it was something I needed ... Come to find out ... I really
don't ... So now I'm fully completely whole heartedly giving it all up to Him ... I'm not running any more ... I'm not letting any more blessings be snatched away from me ... I'm not starting over any more ... I submit Lord ... I submit ...

Til Next Time

Just As I Am