Well I sent 2010 in a bang so to speak .. I was in the hospital for a couple of days .. While i was in there found out that I'm diabetic .. which is fine .. cuz the I'm not on insulin .. all i have to do is lose this weight .. I can come off this meds .. Guess what I'm a mission to do .. I refuse to be taking meds .. I didn't really like all this fluffiness anyway .. Just my cheeks .. LOL .. any way .. I finally got in touch with my daughter's grandmother .. Yes I'm glad that i did .. I kept her son last child away from her for years for stupidity .. Cuz a man said so .. so to speak .. trying to make everything ok with him .. then something in me just clicked I was like WTH .. for what .. you are not her ppl .. she needs to know who she is .. and that is what i did .. my baby girl spent the weekend with her .. and she didn't want to come home .. like she knew her all her life .. I know she had a lot of questions about her dad .. he died before she was born .. he didn't even get to see her .. but i know that he has seen her .. he probably has been haunting my ass for keeping her away from his mother .. but its all good now .. she is back where she belongs .. and there is where she will stay .. so one grandma down .. one to go .. Now my sons grandmother is a whole other ball game .. from what i can tell .. my son's dad and his mother has not spoken in years because of an argument they had .. and she in cut everything him including his kids out her life .. i hope I'm wrong about that .. but i don't see how my son has anything to do with that if so .. so i am determined for her to get in my son's life .. children need to know who their family is .. shoot grow up and find out they dating their cousin or sister or brother or something .. cuz lords knows my son's father has A LOT of children spread across this world .. not my fault that he doesn't talk to his mother .. she needs to know her grand child .. but I'm gonna pray on that situation and see what the outcome will be .. hopefully it will be a good outcome .. as for me .. i finally let go of all things that i was not suppose to be holding onto and hindering my own self .. now i just sit back and watch things as they go down .. KARMA IS A BITCH .. enough about that .. i really didn't make any resolutions .. I'm just gonna stay prayed up and take it one day at a time .. come what may ..
Til Next Time
~Just As I Am~
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