Daddy's Love

Being that I am the only daughter my father has (Im the oldest 2) .. I have 3 brothers behind me .. But im the only girl .. HA .. Growing up I alway wanted to be with my dad .. I always wanted to go stay with my dad .. My dad couldnt do no wrong in my eyes growing up .. I loved him to death .. Worshipped the ground he walked on .. Yes I daddy'd my mom to death about that man .. I always wanted to call and talk to him too .. when I wanted something I asked my dad for it .. It was always my mom who usually got it .. 9 times out of 10 he never came through for me like i wanted him too .. some of that i blame on my mother .. cuz i do remember a lot of times she told me no i couldnt do this or that concerning my dad .. and there were times he tried to come and see me and she wouldnt let him .. o well .. as i got older .. i realized it wasnt worth the disappointment anymore .. Now that i have a daughter of my own I realize now .. that i dont want her to go thru the pain and disappointment i had to go thru growing up .. But my hands are tied when it comes to that .. I recently got her a phone .. she is constantly calling him .. But it breaks my heart to know that he said that he would do something for her or come see her ... He doesnt show up or come thru for her .. that's one ache i dont know how to heal for her .. i know exactly how she feels .. right now she keeps running from window to window looking for him .. she doesnt even want to go wash up cause she scared she might miss him .. i understand .. but what can i do .. nothing .. you would think that since she is young and very impressible right now he would want to be there for her in every way he can .. being that she is at that age now .. where she is into boys and such .. i can handle it .. but nothing like daddy's approval .. I want him to be there for her .. i dont want her to go through what i had to go through .. but what can i do .. Ive been talking to her to keep her from crying and looking sad .. it aint working .. she still want her daddy .. what am i to do ..