I refuse to take all this hurt and pain into another relationship with me .. I will stay single forever before I do that .. I will not take out on some one else what the last one done to me .. I'm gonna sit and mediate .. read my bible .. pray my way right out of all this pain and anger I feel ..Hopefully the good man upstairs will not let these feeling linger to much longer .. Next couple of hours would be nice Lord for you to get rid of them .. I don't want to end up hurt bitter resentful man hater like some one I know all to well in my family .. I just don't want to be that way .. I refuse to be that way .. Being that way from what I have seen .. will only make a person more bitter and hating everything and everyone around them .. I refuse to be that way .. Don't get me wrong .. I'm not gonna jump at the 1st thing that come my way either .. I'm far from desperate and never will be .. I'm just gonna live my life .. But taking all this ish with me is not an option .. Not an option at all ..
Til Next Time
~Just As I Am~
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