One day my kids will understand that when they ask u for something it will be a waste of their breath .. but to miss a birthday is crazy .. I'm sure it won't be the last one though .. 1st my daughter cried herself to sleep .. now my son has that disappointed look on his face .. I'm must say I'm quite surprised at his reaction to this .. but just like I told my daughter .. I told him .. get ready for disappointment when u ask for something from him .. nothing I can do to make him do anything .. all u can do is ask .. he has to do the rest if he wants too .. eventually this pain & disappointment will go away but right now they don't understand .. but I can't help but get mad about it .. especially when u always saying cs doing this or cs doing that .. u don't have enough money to do this or do that .. yet u go and make another 1 .. yet u put bad mouth on me talking bout I'm the hoe .. gonna end up wit something penacillian can't cure .. HAHAHAHAHA .. looks like u will be doing all that before I will .. but that's neither here nor there .. one day my kids will understand that asking u for anything will be a waste of breath .. hope it comes soon .. til then I have to look at the disappointment in their eyes .. and watch them run back & forth to the window .. its all good .. I'm praying that the Lord gives me strength to help them understand and get thru this .. I'm praying that he takes away the pain and hurt it causes them .. I'm also praying that he blesses me with a very good job .. so that I may continue to provide for them as I have been doing .. without having to struggle so much .. cause Lord u know its by your grace I'm able to do it this far ..
Til Next Time
~Just As I Am~
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